Tomorrow my sister and her crew come down for a long visit. My mom hasn't seen my sister or her kids in 1 year. Or my husband, daugther and I for almost 4 months. So she is coming down for 1 day to visit. Anyway, that means my computer time will be limited and I may not post for several days.
I am glad it is Friday. It has been a rough morning thus far. Very panicky. I broke my 7 day no SI streak last night. Have already had one xanax this morning and still not doing great. Not feeling real well either. Unfortunately I have appointments scattered throughout the day so I'm here for the duration. Hoping to catch a nap or something between some of the appointments.
I can see progress in this journey. There are many more bright spots and they do last a tiny bit longer now. But the black holes keep coming back and dragging me down. Seems like they are still stronger. It is difficult for me to hold onto the good times. Difficult to climb out of the pit of bad times. But even with 2 steps forward, 1 step back, I'm making progress - slowly but surely.