Anyway, Sister remarked that I had done fine and acted fine but I had been upset to hear Mom talking to Toilet. Mom whined that "I thought I was doing so good. I tried to be good." and then said something about "When is she going to get better - over this - be able to handle things." Sister told her that while she considered herself "recovered" and having worked through things, she still would have been upset and unnerved at hearing his voice.
I notice Mom didn't say she was "sorry" - just the "I" statements again - all about pitying her. I can't understand why Mom can't get it through her head that I'll never "get over this." That no one "gets over it." Damn it, it makes me SO mad.